its amazing what love can do to individuals. we throw ourselves in, get ourselves exposed to whatever is coming along. we love the other one like as if he/she is our everything. then we fall hard when things goes wrong. we get ourselves depressed; crying, drinking, hurting ourselves and whatsnot. then we get ourselves up, ready to embrace a whole new relationship, going through the whole cycle again. the whole cycle is like a timetable schedule, to me.

on another note, other than feeling the reluctance of having to leave him alone in melbourne, i am actually quite happy to go back home. excited to meet my friends and of course heading to the clubs with them! being sucha long time since i last drank and danced. can't wait to see my brother toooooooo and hang out with his clinque, they are sucha nice bunch of people :)

see ya soon motherland!